Identity featuring Neha Premanand
History books might remember me as a great beauty.
Or a beloved wife.
All the things I achieved, I loved, I fought - for and against,
Compressed into cursory single line
Or a paragraph at best.
From “Let them eat cake” to an enigma who sleeps in a marbled wonder.
My person, erased. My persona masked.
I’m that inconvenient woman.
Pseudonymed, blurred, uncredited, resisted, husband-named, unrecorded by a past with selective amnesia
Who showed up at court and on the court
The classroom, the workplace, the battlefield, the laboratory and anywhere else outside the kitchen.
The woman with an opinion.
Audacious enough to aspire to a place so fenced off
With a pronoun so possessive as HIS.
The one who insisted on being called by her name.